morning to you.

Good morning :). I think that's what i can say the best. hmmm.. yeah..
I kind of laugh at myself because i though i can blog everyday but not anymore because it takes time to tell out which makes me think that i'm wasting my time. NOT only wasting my time but i felt really bad because everything when i'm not happy only i go to Google and type " blog". Blog was always there but I'm the one who didn't bother to care what's on my blog and it turns out that my blog is kind of suck and lack of interest. I see the connection in a relationship (my). I didn't even care & appreciate and then the relationship turn out boring and annoying.  That's what I think. I see the link. Is similar. Fuck that!.
Right now is whatever. I love him but I do not dare to start again because it will go back to square one. I always want to give a chance to try again but i just feel so insecure.God knows what happens.
I should see psychologist, perhaps they can find a way for me. Right now I feel stupid. yes! very stupid. GOSH! why do you make me so intense!!...I don't understand why I'm fall deeply for him. This is so fuck up for me.