Friday 28 October 2011

Confessions from a DISORDER LIFE well only TODAY.

yeah, "what the hell" seriously after having a jail-conversation with my mom.
DAMN!

It's pretty like PRETTY pathetic how the way she thinks when she questions me. She doubted me that doing assignments and coursework will take A LONG TIME! Hello!! like duhhh..
It's not ABC or 123 it's call working your brains off with all the works. Gawd!!..

This may be childish because I am complaining how stupid it is. Sorry, but i can't help it how the way she scolded me and nagged me. It bugged my head (explode)!!! when she called me "stupid" .. why stupid?? Because you have no brains to think how easy to finish it ..
ANSWER without a good fact(perhaps).  How can it be easy to finish??? then here comes her grandma stories about her studies in Canada.

Once upon a time, she can work under pressure whenever her lecturer gave her work by timing like 24 hours you got to finish then you have to time up yourself and finish by then.
I gave a wide smile and bravo!! amazing (thumbs up). In my mind, why are you boasting yourself??

OH, one thing about me or more.
I DISLIKE :-
a) people giving you fake HOPE.
b) boastful how great they are. (we know by ourself without you telling.)
c) "promise" here, "promise" there, always "LIES" everywhere.
d) playing people around like a puppeteer.
e) thinking he/she only rule this world.

there's more but depends what things trigger me then i will "BLOW" :D.

so yeah, get back to where I've stopped.
it really turn off my mood for weekends when she said that. i know i am not as good and experience than you but give and take. it's not like i will burn the modem immediately.
and YES, i'm as slow as a snail that takes forever to go on life.AND!!! one thing she did this like ALL THE TIME!!!








Today(yesterday) 28/10/2011.

WOOT!! went Central Market with my aunts then walk to College.
This is Central Market,


since 1888. If you like batik and crafts, this is a nice place to "pay" a visit.
Not the real pay with cash because a batik there cost you around RM 200 and more. So, if you happen to shop there, bring more cash :) !!!..

While walking fast to college (because Cherry did not bring her Student ID and couldn't get in to the Library), then there's where fun begins :).
The half of the day of class was amazing(to me)..  why?? I overcome my sorrow, I actually did it. He still "running" inside my mind  STILL but after that day he proves me that his hopes was not "exactly" sincere. And I start with this quote 

" Don't judge a book by it's COVER, until the cover it's on FIRE".

What does it means? It means don't judge by appearance and just fall for tiny little acts (you may be on the way to the "HOLE" of uncertain feelings), until the TRUTH is reveal by the nature of himself/herself.
 David Hume says " Mind puts things together & construct false ideas".
I was like that at first and it gave me wrong statement(REALLY WRONG). And after knowing the truth, starting on I was like this
being emotional and expecting the good than the bad.
and slowly I thanked(in my heart) him because


for he's "answers" by letting me know what kind of person he is.

And my mind tells me this .....

makes me realize that...
 and now i'm a 
 because I have to finish up my 2 english coursework with 4000 words, microeconomics coursework + presentation ,philosophy (don't mention HOW many) ,one biology (syphilis) folio and prove my mom wrong that I CAN DO IT!! in your face.. BLEH..

Good Night Bloggy! XOXO.

Have a great weekend and enjoy this few song by

1)Kaskade - Eyes

                                           

2) Journey - After All These Eyes



3) Pitbull Feat Marc Anthony - Rain It Over Me (dedicate to Cherry Lam Siew Wen)

4) Marc Anthony - Sang To Me.


Sunday 16 October 2011

a word FUN

It was last week Wednesday when my public speaking class was cancelled,we (Aaron, Sharon, Soo Fen, Cherry,May Foong and I) went to Time Square just for a drink.  I was like WOAW! Time Square it's just the perfect place to shop for clothes!!!!!! it's so much cheaper than One Utama, Curve (depends which clothes departments you are talking about). It will drive you nuts somehow. 360 degrees of CLOTHES. Okay, enough with that . LAUGHS*

We were walking up and down just to find a great place for a drink/food. Sharon listed out the restaurants/cafe in Time Square. We all laughed at her because she can help Time Square be the directionist :P. And FINALLY!!! we went SHARE TEA. The drinks are mostly or I should sat all are BUBBLE TEA :D. It's nice and this is what we got for our tea session.


OUR BUBBLE TEA :D.

after drinking session,
we all went for camwhoring..
it's fun.. we never thought it can't be this fun 




our next round is JOGOYA :)

Thursday 13 October 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERONN! :D



ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY !!!!!

PS: You're turning OLD already.

PHOTOGRAPHS by Brian Loh

He's Brian Loh and another photographer with amazing pictures.

http://brianloh.tumblr.com/ This is his tumblr and check out his photos.
Although it's just a few pictures. But, it's beautiful like this :-





PHOTOGRAPHS by Kenneth Lee

These Photographs are not mine, but my friend, Kenneth Lee.
I simply amazed by the pictures how he captured and the captions are so right.
"TREMENDOUS" - I say.

There are some pictures are my favorites that I will share some of it with you.



















Nice isn't it??? Surely it is.
Want to see more of his pictures?
Here you go :) http://kennethlee.aminus3.com/

m' wasting my time

4.22!!!!!!!!!!! and I didn't even understand what is Bio and Phi about (not that much) KNOCK HEAD ON THE TABLE!!!!!!!!!!!! I wasted half of my day just glanced through the notes only. Tomorrow it's my exam :( BIO @ 12-3 & PHI (the seniors says it's only 10 mins exam) I have no hopes at both of the subjects.

Today, morning I was yawning already (NON-STOP) inside the train. When I reached Masjid Jamek station, there were music playing and everywhere was fill with FOOD. Walk and glanced through and suddenly I saw one man half-naked(down, which you almost see something) was wandering around the street. Almost everyday, he's around Mac Donald walking around or having his nap. Then, walked passed the Indian shops, another Indian guy was topless (at least it's better than before). When I was about to reach College, another guy from the other direction was taking off his shirt (slap my own face*) . TODAY, PEOPLE JUST LIKE TO BE 'NAKED'...

Before class started, Michelle and I came to Alex and you know what. We just love him A LOT( I Do! A LOT) why? he's just the friend you can talk to and make you laugh until your cheeks ache :D. He's so good when he speaks Chinese, Mandarin & English. If you get to know him, just TALK to him. And, CLASS STARTED!...

During break time, we( cherry, may foong, michelle, diya, thinesh and I) went to get MILO @ the main building lobby. Cherry and May foong (we call them as "ah-sam" for now) bought MILO packet and promoting to us that it's CHEAP. It is, it's just RM 10 per packet. When we were about to walk back to class, all of us crossing the road to the Library block and we saw this hot western guy standing at the side, smoking and talking to the phone. We were crazy enough to walk back to computer lab and pretend we were talking and walked back to the Library block just to see him  AGAIN.

30 mins left until class end, we( michelle, blaise & charlotte) joked and created funny names. I started with 'Minesh' , then we think of Raj and Diya,  I mentioned 'Raya' (LOLS) and Michelle mentioned 'Daj'. Why them??? they wore the SAME color clothes and Raj was putting his hand on her. WAIT!!! on her chair.. :).. then we start of lesbian's names ( Blaise & Charlotte ) we said "Bla-lotte" :D.. See, even tiny conversations like this it's a nostalgic to us :D.

After class ended, we all head to Cintamani Mamak for a drink. We talked and talked and talked A LOT :D. Phui See was there as well. She was disturbed by this 'A-ne' (he's a nice A-ne and always like to joke with us). And, we two start talking.. we have so much in common like our HEIGHT, our voice pitch( well, hers louder than mine ), our DATE of BIRTHDAY, and MORE MORE MORE ETC ETC ETC. It's just knowing her for weeks, and things get pretty well with her :).

After drinking session, Phui See and I decided to go for ICE CREAM :D CRAVING FOR THAT!.. I though Alistair wanted to joined. Embarrassing yet funny, is that I called Alistair's name " ALISTAIR " very LOUD and everyone was looking at me. Phui See was like 'that was loud'. Everyone was so quiet after I called/shouted ALISTAIR :D. There's this random guy(phui see's friend) said NICE ONE . Indeed but embarrassing ==..

While walking to Burger King with Phui See, both of us was holding hands to crossed the busy road with all the cars. When we wanted to cross the road, a police car passes us so slow and they were looking at us as if they never see a person before. We laughed because we said they have perv looks :X.

At Burger King, we both can't stop talking (NON-STOP) it's like a talking machine. Until both of us agreed to end our conversation and leaved Burger King.

In the train, I barely open my eyes to read BIO notes until I got to shut my eyes down for a nap until the train reached Taman Bahagia. I took the cab back home and what I'm doing at home now ?? I'm BLOGGING :D ...

Have a nice day ahead peeps :)..

PS: BIO & PHI please don't be so mean to US.

Sunday 9 October 2011

The Vow in theater on February 2012


Rachel Mcadams and Channing Tatum in this incredible romance movie that you can't missed it. NEVER DO!

soundtrack - We are by Joy Williams.

Friday 7 October 2011

what a day. I call FRIDAY

Finally, weekends is around the corner!!!.
BUT, weekends aren't that FUN like weekdays.

MONDAY - FRIDAY may be a busy day like VERY busy but memories taken out all the busy-ness.

TODAY, what happen???. think back from the station Taman Bahagia. Okay, start there :).
While waiting for the train from Kelana Jaya station to come. There's a notification board that tells you what time the next train to arrive right? So, yeah I have this weird habit since this year I started to travel up and down a lot, what I did was I always do count down when the notification tells " 2 minutes and 11 seconds  to arrive next destination ". There's when I start counting from 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0. If the train haven't reach (i meant reach as in the door ajar in front of me), i will just look at the notification and say it in my mind "PFFT! liar" :D then I will just shake my head and laugh a little. Sometimes doing this kind of random stuff does makes your mood change a little and better.

AND, speaking of doing weird stuff. HAHA I would like to share out to all of you that this 2 girls are HUMOROUS!! They look like sisters,don't they?? The truth is they were best friends since young.

The girl at the left is Blaise Bateman and next to her is Charlotte Sabrina.
Weird thing about them, I will never or I should say I have never had a good and memorable experience with people like them. On Monday, we went to Wangsa Walk for ADP bowling and then after the bowling and lunch. I was so thirsty so I want to get a mineral water at Cold Storage. So I went and get it and these two women !! make me laugh out loud until everyone was looking.. their jokes and action just lighten up your life ..

THEY ARE A GREAT FRIEND and A WONDERFUL PERSON.
Thank you for having a chance to know you guys :) ILY .

Actually I would want to continue what happen yesterday(friday) but my eyes it's shutting down so I will continue this tomorrow :). Night!

Thursday 6 October 2011

STEVE JOB

STEVE JOB
(February 24, 1955 – October 5, 2011)



was an American computer entrepreneur and inventor. He was co-founder,chairman, and chief executive officer of Apple Inc. Jobs also previously served as chief executive of Pixar Animation Studios; he became a member of the board of directors of The Walt Disney Company in 2006, following the acquisition of Pixar by Disney. He was credited in Toy Story (1995) as an executive producer.
In the late 1970s, Jobs—along with Apple co-founder Steve WozniakMike Markkula and others—designed, developed, and marketed one of the first commercially successful lines of personal computers, the Apple II series. In the early 1980s, Jobs was among the first to see the commercial potential of Xerox PARC's mouse-driven graphical user interface, which led to the creation of the Macintosh. After losing a power struggle with the board of directors in 1985, Jobs resigned from Apple and founded NeXT, a computer platform development company specializing in the higher-education and business markets. Apple's subsequent 1996 buyout of NeXT brought Jobs back to the company he co-founded, and he served as its CEO from 1997 until August 2011.
In 1986, he acquired the computer graphics division of Lucasfilm Ltd, which was spun off as Pixar Animation Studios.He remained CEO and majority shareholder at 50.1 percent until its acquisition by The Walt Disney Company in 2006. Consequently Jobs became Disney's largest individual shareholder at 7 percent and a member of Disney's Board of Directors.On August 24, 2011, Jobs announced his resignation from his role as Apple's CEO.
On October 5, 2011, Jobs died in California at age 56, seven years after being diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. The cause of death has not yet been officially confirmed, but is generally believed to be pancreatic cancer.
At the time of his resignation, and again after his death, he was widely described as a visionary, pioneer and genius - perhaps one of the foremost - in the field of business, innovation,and product design,and a man who had "profoundly"  changed the face of the modern world, revolutionized at least six different industries,and an "exemplar for all chief executives".His death was widely mourned and considered a loss to the world by commentators across the globe.





THANK YOU FOR YOUR INCREDIBLE GENIUS GADGET.

will miss you the legend of apple.

one of the FAVORITES in my playlist.








Maroon 5- She Will Be Loved



"She Will Be Loved"

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye 

what to do when you are thinking something else ?

ANSWER : I don't know...


do you know?? when you are trying to study but some things  just wondering in your mind which you wish to vacuum out.. i can't really focus what i am studying right now especially PHILOSOPHY. That subject is a pain in the ass when it comes to homework but you will learn to think critically and have the wisdom to understand some thing you want to know. The truth of the question. It does makes you think so badly until you tell yourself "STOP IT".


What I am doing now is opening my philosophy homework and Sophie's World, just stare it the pages blankly. I do have a lot of things to do like drawing for the talent week. I still need to do touch up and pass up tomorrow since tomorrow is the LAST DAY. BUT, I CAN'T CONCENTRATE. WHY?


Wanna know? (laughs). All you got to do is read and understand the story and think what will you do if you're her. This story was in my mind after I've "read" it but I can't find the best answer.


This is how it goes. Long story short, her name is Peyton and she really felt for this guy, Richard. How they know each other? Well, from social network. They were in the same university but they didn't know each other. They have a lot of mutual friends. When they "meet" each other in social network, they spend days and night to chat to each other NON STOP so they could understand each other well.


Since things went well, Peyton start to have feelings for Richard and all she did was keeping the feelings only to herself (well, her friends knew about it). Everyday when they meet each other in university, she always have butterflies in her stomach. She thinks that talking and spending time to understand Richard will someday "happen" but things start to change when he tells her the truth who he LIKE/LOVE. It was a devastated moment for her to accept the fact that it was her friend that he like/love. Richard started dating her friend after that. Her tears flowed down after the TRUTH was in front of her EYES. She take time to think and re-think because she wants to find the TRUTH  of not being heart broken . All she did was telling herself, "there's many fishes in the ocean". WHY? because she thinks that someday when she visit back to the "ocean" (refer to the feeling of being in love again), there's one "fish" won't run away from her and will appreciate her. Although her mind is thinking that way, but her heart doesn't follow the way she thinks. She struggle and overcome this "love matter".She blogged and posted emotional things and one guy named Jason was the guy who cares about her and ask her "are you okay?". Sudden strike in her mind, why all the guys in the world doesn't ask me but YOU?...

Slowly, day by day, they get closer yet flirtatious towards each other and Peyton thinks this is the GUY... she was assure that she likes him but she's afraid to have the same scenario like before with Richard and she control herself not to fall for Jason. It went pretty well (somehow), every time they meet each other, there's a wide smile.

One day, while having lunch with her friends. One of her new friend told her about Jason. Back years ago, her friend Penny likes Jason too and what happen now? (@#$%^&*) that's the result of what "happen". Jason is a nice, friendly, amazing guy yet cute but flirtatious? (is still a question to find out is he "flirtatious" or not). Both of them are always close and Penny starts to have feelings towards him but he like/love a girl that he wish to understand her. Is one of his "heart" that bring him alive. Sound familiar right? Like Peyton and Richard and comes out there's another person. Penny and Jason also comes out another person.

Is it too complicated?? I hope not. After Penny told Peyton about her past "love-life" about Jason. Peyton straight away "shut" her life down. She thinks Jason was way different than Richard but they are all the same. And what's bothering her now? Peyton's mind :-

  • Do i give up or continue what is hanging in your life? 
  • Tell Jason the truth?
  • Tell Richard the truth?(so he may think about it?)
  • Stop with this nonsense?Get a life?
  • There's many fishes in the ocean again?


If you were Peyton, what will you do? 5 choices, pick 1 and why?

Saturday 1 October 2011

all i can think is this

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they are right. You believe less so eventually you trust no one but yourself. And sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe.

I am in love with idea of being in love. I love the feeling you get when you're around someone you have feelings for, I love how happy it makes me, I love being able to have someone to talk to at all times, having someone make you smile and laugh. I'm scared of the idea of being in love too, though. I'm scared of rejection, I'm scared of being hurt, and being brought down.

"best friends" - the ones that you can get mad at only for one hour because you have important stuffs to tell them.

It's like one you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.

October 1,2011

I'm not good at expressing my feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. Half the time, I want to tell someone what I'm feeling, but I don't even know how to describe. So I stay quiet.

The sad moment when you find an old conversation between you and someone you don't talk to anymore.

If you have ever lost anyone important to you, then you already know how it feels, and if you haven't you cannot possibly imagine it.