do you know?? when you are trying to study but some things just wondering in your mind which you wish to vacuum out.. i can't really focus what i am studying right now especially PHILOSOPHY. That subject is a pain in the ass when it comes to homework but you will learn to think critically and have the wisdom to understand some thing you want to know. The truth of the question. It does makes you think so badly until you tell yourself "STOP IT".
What I am doing now is opening my philosophy homework and Sophie's World, just stare it the pages blankly. I do have a lot of things to do like drawing for the talent week. I still need to do touch up and pass up tomorrow since tomorrow is the LAST DAY. BUT, I CAN'T CONCENTRATE. WHY?
Wanna know? (laughs). All you got to do is read and understand the story and think what will you do if you're her. This story was in my mind after I've "read" it but I can't find the best answer.
This is how it goes. Long story short, her name is Peyton and she really felt for this guy, Richard. How they know each other? Well, from social network. They were in the same university but they didn't know each other. They have a lot of mutual friends. When they "meet" each other in social network, they spend days and night to chat to each other NON STOP so they could understand each other well.
Since things went well, Peyton start to have feelings for Richard and all she did was keeping the feelings only to herself (well, her friends knew about it). Everyday when they meet each other in university, she always have butterflies in her stomach. She thinks that talking and spending time to understand Richard will someday "happen" but things start to change when he tells her the truth who he LIKE/LOVE. It was a devastated moment for her to accept the fact that it was her friend that he like/love. Richard started dating her friend after that. Her tears flowed down after the TRUTH was in front of her EYES. She take time to think and re-think because she wants to find the TRUTH of not being heart broken . All she did was telling herself, "there's many fishes in the ocean". WHY? because she thinks that someday when she visit back to the "ocean" (refer to the feeling of being in love again), there's one "fish" won't run away from her and will appreciate her. Although her mind is thinking that way, but her heart doesn't follow the way she thinks. She struggle and overcome this "love matter".She blogged and posted emotional things and one guy named Jason was the guy who cares about her and ask her "are you okay?". Sudden strike in her mind, why all the guys in the world doesn't ask me but YOU?...
Slowly, day by day, they get closer yet flirtatious towards each other and Peyton thinks this is the GUY... she was assure that she likes him but she's afraid to have the same scenario like before with Richard and she control herself not to fall for Jason. It went pretty well (somehow), every time they meet each other, there's a wide smile.
One day, while having lunch with her friends. One of her new friend told her about Jason. Back years ago, her friend Penny likes Jason too and what happen now? (@#$%^&*) that's the result of what "happen". Jason is a nice, friendly, amazing guy yet cute but flirtatious? (is still a question to find out is he "flirtatious" or not). Both of them are always close and Penny starts to have feelings towards him but he like/love a girl that he wish to understand her. Is one of his "heart" that bring him alive. Sound familiar right? Like Peyton and Richard and comes out there's another person. Penny and Jason also comes out another person.
Is it too complicated?? I hope not. After Penny told Peyton about her past "love-life" about Jason. Peyton straight away "shut" her life down. She thinks Jason was way different than Richard but they are all the same. And what's bothering her now? Peyton's mind :-
- Do i give up or continue what is hanging in your life?
- Tell Jason the truth?
- Tell Richard the truth?(so he may think about it?)
- Stop with this nonsense?Get a life?
- There's many fishes in the ocean again?
If you were Peyton, what will you do? 5 choices, pick 1 and why?
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